well i tried playing 1 dan again at my last tournament (in berlin) but it didnt work out well. i had 2 wins and 3 losses and which would be ok if the rating of the opponents i won to wasnt so low and rating is very important to me. so my new plan is to play as long as 1 kyu until i have a rating of about 2050 RP which is kind of the border between 1 kyu and 1 dan. so im waiting now for my next tournament to so how i will do.
i hope i will be in some better mood than is was back then and than i am now. at the moment i'm feeling bored and not very much in the go playing modde, but im still playing much on kgs which is kind of strange. somehow i don't wanna play but i'm still playing ... makes me kind of an addict doesn't it ^^
well we will see what's going to happen in the future :)

well my first blog entry ever ... but what to say at the moment its not much. its 3 am and im pretty tired so im going to bed soon. well today was pretty normal day. i had some lectures at the university but nothing special. a little bit stress with my flat but it seems that we fixed it and its going to be ok.
maybe some others news about my go/baduk life ^^ ... maybe a month ago  played at the tournament a 4:1 as 1k so i decided to try to play as 1d . about 2 weeks later i played at the leipzig tournamen though i played 3:2 (i only lost to two 3d) i felt like i played really bad go and the same it was at the european team go championship. so now i'm thinking about going back to 1k but i'm not so sure about it but i just feel like my playing style isnt worthy for playing as 1d.  if anyone who reads this has a suggestion for me please tell me i would be very happy about it :)